Somehow this time my mind couldn´t take it..not in the proper sense of being insane about it but I honestly couldn´t face that I have done it,managed,success,was it possible cause deep down the sadist in me wished for the prey to struggle abit more maybe even hit back before being put at the ground?!
Could I have overestimated him? His ego,his mind,his capacity,his resistance towards me and my wicked ways?!
No,here he was,exactly where I have desired him to be,where I stated him he shall end up as being yet the sensation as seeing him that way overcame the impact that I boredly assumed that I shall feel..No it was quite intense.
Here he was a demon in chains,my chains openly admitting his submission and looking at me with wondering lost eyes like stating´´I will never know what will follow next but this time I am ready to take it´´.
His confession following confirmed me the previous
´´I have never known you and doubt that I shall ever manage but I know that´s the exact point and that I am exactly where I should be´´
-In your knees?
-If requested always
-I demand it
-As you wish
And there you go his eyes changed,so did the intensity of his voice,his posture forever changed and in that moment he was more exposed than ever craving for every trace of my attention
-Tell me what I want to hear,as looking superiorly annoying and pushing his ego till extreme
-You have me in my fucking knees what the fuck do you want more?!
-A more quiet tongue and a smarter mind that would realise the sin that it produces
-Which is?
-Losing me.Forever
But I want you truely,I want to be your slave,I want to be the dirt that you walk on,I want to be your toy,I want to be whatever you will fucking decide,just TO BE SOMETHING FOR YOU!
Then learn to be nothing ,and as closing the door I heard an intense chocked feeling burning deeply and that will torment that soul so bad until there won´t be nothing left anymore for my sadism to crave upon...but that was the bet all along.My own.
Could I have overestimated him? His ego,his mind,his capacity,his resistance towards me and my wicked ways?!
No,here he was,exactly where I have desired him to be,where I stated him he shall end up as being yet the sensation as seeing him that way overcame the impact that I boredly assumed that I shall feel..No it was quite intense.
Here he was a demon in chains,my chains openly admitting his submission and looking at me with wondering lost eyes like stating´´I will never know what will follow next but this time I am ready to take it´´.
His confession following confirmed me the previous
´´I have never known you and doubt that I shall ever manage but I know that´s the exact point and that I am exactly where I should be´´
-In your knees?
-If requested always
-I demand it
-As you wish
And there you go his eyes changed,so did the intensity of his voice,his posture forever changed and in that moment he was more exposed than ever craving for every trace of my attention
-Tell me what I want to hear,as looking superiorly annoying and pushing his ego till extreme
-You have me in my fucking knees what the fuck do you want more?!
-A more quiet tongue and a smarter mind that would realise the sin that it produces
-Which is?
-Losing me.Forever
But I want you truely,I want to be your slave,I want to be the dirt that you walk on,I want to be your toy,I want to be whatever you will fucking decide,just TO BE SOMETHING FOR YOU!
Then learn to be nothing ,and as closing the door I heard an intense chocked feeling burning deeply and that will torment that soul so bad until there won´t be nothing left anymore for my sadism to crave upon...but that was the bet all along.My own.