Getting to this moment.. and strange it all Ends and Begins here.
''No one ever rejected me. No man ever said No to me.
All Loved me. No matter what I did to them.
No one ever forgot me.
All of them were stucked with my memory forever.
Comparing me with every woman they've met, afterwards.''
It would have been simple. Wouldn't it?
NO. I don't WANT YOU. No I don't Desire you.
No I don't wanna lick the ground that you walk on.
No I don't wanna be a Slave for you if that's what it takes being near you.
But No one Could.
As looking into their eyes they were Trembling. Nervous. Horny. Filled with a Desire that was driving them insane.
I wanted to say it's my looks, my body, something purely physical but It would have been such a stupid lie.
It's Something more than that, Something more terrible.
They crave for something that exists deep inside of me and that not even they can explain.
I KNOW WHAT IT IS. But I don't wanna Share.
I don't even want to be touched.
I want to be watched and to see them dying for it.
''Because if they HAD YOU. The magic would be gone?''
NO. It's worse if I touch them. Much worse.
For others Sex is a hobby. For me it's My life. Myself. Everything that I am. You might say it's my biggest passion.
Sex is MYSELF. I ooze sex appeal no matter how much I try to hide it.
I could be dressed as a nun and still could corrupt the most innocent male on the planet.
Because what I have, it's Terrible.
''When will you Stop seeing yourself as just a Woman?
You know you are more than that. Much more. ''
''What Do you want?''
He's a Lawyer, a well known Doctor, a Politician,An international business man, he runs casinos in 3 countries, it doesn't matter in the end what a man does as long as he's a man, right?
-He's Crying on his Knees in front of me.
He's asking me to Stop this. To let him live without me.
And I'm watching Smilling and I simply can't say NO, You're Free.
I don't want them to be Free. Plus there's no Escape.
This is for Life.
She's thinking that I should create an Army.
An army of drooling men that can't think, breathe, live, unless I told them to. But will that actually make me Happy?
I've seen so many Men telling me To take Everything from Them.
Houses, money, all they represented.
To Hurt them. To turn them into nothing.
To Use them.
This followed me everywhere, almost like a Curse, no matter in which country I was living or running away.
When I would refuse to Use them they would Self Destruct.
Like Me Accepting them Was the Only thing that Mattered anymore for them in their Lives. Like anything besides THIS is useless.
'' Is this what THIS POWER does? ;''
I wanna see the world burn.