His look was a mix of rage with that obssessive look men tend to give women they can´t have,own or fuck.Full of desire but mixed with anger and hatred.
I have to admit I´ve intended to act like a ´´total bitch´´ on that day with him.
The morning started ok,he was carefully preparing breakfast for me and waiting for me to get awake to serve me.I´ve did but was rather moody in that morning.
After teasing him abit,all of a sudden as driving the car his voice became harsh and he screamed at me.
I chose to not say anything.
For 2 hours.
He knew well that when I tend to do so he can expect for the worse.
When the anger isn´t released at that precise moment well is just gonna keep on growing.
And it did.
After humilliating him in public in a store.
He thought it was all coming to an end but it was just the begining.
His eyes became calm and kind begging for all to stop.
But I had other plans.
As he was driving I found myself saying.
-I want to get out.Now.
-Now? we are in the middle of the road.
-If you don´t let me get out now you´ll regret it trust me.
So he obeyed.
SO I´ve got out and decided to take a nice walk like each woman would.
B couldn´t help following me although I told him to ´´get a fucking life´´.
As walking men kept approaching me like they normally do as I´m randomly walking alone.B kept a distance but he was there I could smell his anger a mile away.
I refused most of the men that approached me with 2 exceptions.
B noticed I started talking to them and couldn´t resist ,he came full of anger and pushed my hand towards him and said´´We´re leaving.We´re going home.
-Already? But the fun hasn´t even started.
-If you don´t start walking now S.I´m gonna carry you up forcely back home.
-Oh really? Care to try and see who wins out of this discussion?
-Don´t push me
-I am pushing you.Give your best shot.
Unexpectably he started grabbed my hand and started pulling it forcely.
His hand nearly crushed mine.
So therefor I did what any woman would when she wants to really fuck a man´s mind.I asked for help with my lost feminine sight.
3 men immediately appeared out of no where.I soon realised one stopped his car to help.
-Leave the girl alone or we will make you leave her alone.
-What has she done to you.Leave her alone I´m telling you.
-But I´m not doing anything we just want to get home,tell them S.
-He´s insane,and colerical he nearly broke my arm I don´t even know him he approached me out of no where.I don´t want any troubles,I just want to return to my peaceful life.What is wrong with you men if a woman refuses you,you all of a sudden become brutes?
-What?Tell them the truth S.
-What truth? Who are you? leave me alone! Help me guys.
-Leave the girl or we will make you leave her.
B´s rage and paniac became immense.His eyes were looking at me with so much hate and despair that I simply had to give him a hidden evil smile as I was leaving with those men.
The man that had stopped his car apparently was quite of a gentlemn I´ve requested as seeing him :
I thank you so much for helping me I would so like to thank you for your help by inviting you to a cup of tea but sadly I must get to the shopping center I am running abit late.
-Oh,well I can drive you,If you don´t mind
-Oh thank you,you´re quite the gentleman.
B.saw me leaving without understanding where and why I am leaving with a stranger and what did he tell me to convince me to leave with him.
I saw briefly his lost eyes as he saw me walking away. Of course I smiled again.
I told my ´´new friend´to speed it up,noticing B´s car near.
He seemed to understand the issue and we managed to lose him at one point.
My phone was ringing desperately so I closed it.
I then had a cup of tea with my new friend,we chatted abit about books and men these days,I´ve thanked him again,he left me his number and I´ve spent all day shopping around.
Around 22 pm as I was walking ´´home´´ B appeared out of nowhere furious and paranoic.
-Do you even realise what you had me going through?
-Why? Do you like to know whether I´ve enjoyed it?
-Was that the problem that had been tormenting you?
-S are you insane,what did you do? tell me????
-Do you even realise that I looked for you for hours and was near to call the polite? you´re a woman not a fucking tall built man you can´t get away like that with strangers
-Oh so you don´t wanna hear whether I´ve enjoyed it then
-S,S..do.you want me dead?! you want me to die of insanity and jealousy is that it?
-You want me to beg and cry and tore myself to pieces?
-Tell me! tell me (as tears rushed from his eyes he suddenly fell down his knees furious and desperate)
-That might be a start.Because you see I did enjoy it,you may never know what I did enjoy,with whom or with how many times but you know what?
-I´m gonna do whatever I want whenever I want and not even you or no one can stop me and clearly no one can pose conditions to me
-Let us go home S.Please just let us go home and forget it all.
-I can´t because you see that car that´s my ´´new friend´´ and the fun has just began so bye bye B.
So I walked away.And yes that was the beginning of the end.