I had my shares of out of the ordinary folks.
But B wanted to be and remain highly special.
His fetishes included ´´financial domination´´,´´mental fucking``,and extreme massochistic games many leading to blood play.
I suppose I had my part of the blame,cause you see B was evolving from a sweet submissive devoted sub that was dominant and violent in his vanilla life but a worthy highly calm slave in front of me to a highly massochist screaming for extreme acts of sadism.His favourite ´´game´´ was to be abused mentally.
I say abuse because that´s what his true nature wanted.To be abused in any possible way to be manipulated,toyed with,forced into doing things while remaining violent and hateful,to be put into an invisible cage,my cage holding his rage and to be forced to take more from me.
Financial dominantion excited him highly.He would sleep 2-3 hours per day and the rest worked and worked.He confessed he works better under pressure and more than that ,that he feels that his mental limits are pushed into getting into almost a genious state.That I couldn´t deny he was getting better and better into his work,earning more money than people that were 20 years older than him and had even 10 years of experience in front.
His justification for doing so was
-I´m doing it to please you my Sadistic Goddess,to see you worshipped and adored at the value that you deserve to get.
-I´m doing it because all that I hold dear belongs to you even if you put no interest or value in me whatsoever.But Goddesses never should do that anyway.
-I´m giving you all the hate,the jealousy,the anger others give me because I´m dominating them each day live and showing them how it is like to be always wining but compared to you I value nothing.You are my main reason to live and my religion.My life is yours no matter what you choose to do with yours or if you keep me away or near.I will always belong to you.With everything.
As mentioned B was evolving into something else.
A tool,a monster but more precisely into a victim.
He has been my finSub for 4 years.
He among others consisted my ´´experience´´ into finDom and mental domination.
During that process I have also studied psychology and learnt that financial domination can be alluring,sensual and exciting,it can push you ahead in your life and career and it can make you a better man as long as what you lose is your money but not your mind as well.