-Try to define it.
-Every straight woman wants to fuck me. They end up going crazy after me.
-I'm Fun to play with.
-That sounds wrong somehow. Aren't you a Dominant Sadist?
-Yes. But I am still Fun to play with. And I'm the one making the Game and Controlling it.
-So they end up being your Victims?
-You didn't provoke them to get there in any way? Didn't manipulate them to want you?
-I might of. It's purely instinctual.
-You can't control it?
-I Do. But I love to Win.
-So they're just toys to you.
-I don't want to answer that question.
I was near to answer that question but I wanted her to want me also.
To sense that she craves me. And she did already. She just did a great job at hiding it and I loved to observe her.
She would have looked great dancing at a pole. She had a great body.
But she didn't get me. Just like many people can't.
Males, women. It didn't matter.
All my life I was the one fully clothed while others stripped/got undressed in front of me. Or at least it felt that way.
They showed vulnerability, desire while I showed coldness and sadism.
They begged and begged for me to show them something and ended up being pushed at a wall with my hands on their necks and having me looking straight into their eyes : -There, there, calm down.
- Don't ache for me so badly, you might explode.
My words cut deep into trembling skin that just wanted to feel me.
And I loved the view.
And as my hands got loose so did their bodies. Loose and warm and begging even more yet breathing more calmly now
- I can do whatever I want with you, can't I?
'' Yes. Please. ''
-What if I don't?
''Then I want to die.''
''If I'm rejected yes. You're all I want.''
''You're the most sexual woman I've ever met.
Only you can understand me. ''
-Maybe I don't. Maybe I'm playing. Maybe I just want to use you.
''To use me you must know where it hurts.''
-Is that something so hard to see?
''-For you not. ''
I even wore leather gloves. Not even the skin on my hands was visible.
I felt that skin as if it was getting tighter on my hands. I sensed all of a sudden everything. Did the material on my jacket got more rough also?. Was it hurting my skin now?
I was watching him But he was watching me also.
''Take off your gloves, Domina. If you're gonna choke me again at least feel my pulse and how my fear grows each time you get so close to me.''
-You'd want that,I see
''I think, if I might dare saying, you'd enjoy that also.''
If the prey doesn't know that it's a prey and even refuses to ever become a prey, can he still end up as being one?
-Depends on the Predator!
He hated women. His wife just left him for a younger male.
His ego was so shattered he would have sadistically crushed every woman at sight.
''-I could, I could go at strippers now. Or I could pay someone to blow me. Or I could just stay here and watch you.
-I am fully dressed I'm afraid.
''-I could pay you.
-You can't afford it.
''-Everything I own..
-It's not enough.I would never get undressed.
''-You wouldn't get undressed in front of me for everything I freaking own just to mock me and laugh at me?
Show me that and take everything from me.
-I'm doing a Great job doing that just by being fully dressed and looking at you.
''-I hate you.
-Of course you do.
''-I'm just gonna stay here. In front of you and look at you fully dressed then.
-I don't mind.
''-And picture you naked
-I don't mind that neither.
''-You do seem to have a great body underneath all of those clothes and small perky breasts.
''-How often do you even have sex?
-Daily. More than once per day.
''-You don't seem the type.
-Isn't that the point?!
''-What happens when you're no longer dressed. And all of this comes off.
-You're no longer talking.
-I make sure you don't
-You don't like it when people talk to you?
-I do. Just not when I'm playing with them
''-Playing? You think you can play with an older man, girl?
-I am doing that right now, am I not?
''-Hmm. Smart girl.
''-I think I hate you now even more.
''-Do you wanna know why?
''-Because now I want you even more
-Well that didn't work out according to plan, now, did it?
''-How on earth can someone be this smart?
-Pure luck, I guess.
That beautiful blonde...telling me:
'' I want to get on my knees first and then my hands would touch the floor also.I want to be fully naked and walk like that until I reach you.
You'd be sitting on a chair, fully clothed, watching me with your cold eyes how I 'm slowly approaching you. When I'd get near you, you'd let me get you undressed just abit and then allow me to please you only until you had enough.I wouldn't move until you've had enough of me.
Would you like that? Do I even stand a chance? '''
Of course I visualised in my mind the whole thing. Of course she had the perfect body. This was every male's fantasy offering to me just like that.
Something that for me wasn't strange at all.
Because I've never lived my life their way, I lived it how I pleased.
So no wonder everybody desired me. I always loved being a walking danger.
'''DO you ever get undressed?''
-If I do someone's getting Raped.
I'm always better dressed than undressed. Undressed I have No Control over my urges anymore.
''I assume that's exactly what people want to see of you''
-Oh yes, Finally! Someone that's totally unhinged.