― Oscar Wilde, The Picture of Dorian Gray
“Nowadays most people die of a sort of creeping common sense, and discover when it is too late that the only things one never regrets are one's mistakes.”
― Oscar Wilde
''Risk addiction? Or maybe Sex addiction?''
-OMG hearing that just makes me feel Like I'm such a Bad girl.
''But it may provide you with an answer of WHY you do the things you do.''
-It may but it's not that.
''Do you spend alot of time analysing yourself?''
-Yes I do. More than people imagine that I do.
''And what is your conclusion?''
-That I might enjoy the things that not many people Do.
-Yes, dangerous things included.
''Have you ever feared anyone in this life? Or if not someone, death?''
-No. I haven't.
''Do you know that it's normal to fear some things, right?''
-I suppose it is, but it's not also very Practical and fun, now, is it?
''Life's not always supposed to be Fun.''
-No? Well, mine is.
Seeing him SAY IT. Was that the idea? Or I simply didn't imagine it's gonna be so damn easy.
''I will give you everything I own. It's all yours. Just take it. It doesn't mean anything to me anymore, but you do. You're extraordinary.''
I was looking at him, analysing his gestures, or maybe I wanted to remember his face forever, and his despair, afterall in those moments he lived just for me and my decission could change everything for him, forever agony, the best kind or just forever suffering, the worst kind, without me being there to remind him why he LOST it all or better yet TO WHOM.
''Why don't you Give up? Do you have any idea how Incredible Sexy being so COLD makes you?''
-I can imagine.
''You really don't give a fuck about anything, Just like that? You really are like that. Someone can really be like that?'
''What about reality? Humanity? Morality? Compassion?''
''What does matter to you then?''
''You can live like that?''
-Why not? Do I seem like I'm in agony?
''No. You seem like you're having the time of your life''
''I think I love you.''
''I love you! You're so weird. The weirdest sexiest woman I've ever met. I can't even believe you're real. To how many did you do this before? dozens?''
-Simple answer: Cause I can.