-All great people do the same.
-But I can´t sleep,I would find myself getting awake in the night and read or exercise,hyperactivity will kill me,why is this insane drive to be better tormenting me such
-Because you can be better S.you´ve always proved that in the past.
You are a force and there´s something inside of you that pushes you to wish and accomplish more and you did,I stood many times behind and watched and I admit while you were strong I´ve never expected you to manage to pass through so many things and always win,I would have settle admiring just a piece of you while you´ve constantly proved me that a certain success means nothing compare to the next one and the next
-Gain? What gain? I haven´t travel all over the world like you had.
I haven´t slept in more hotels than I´ve done in my own bed.
I haven´t been a manager for thousand of people
-Yes,all of that is true,but I have done all of these after I´ve passed my 30´s and entered my 40´s nearly
How old are you? You´re at a age in which many are still watching Mtv and dream about becoming pop stars.
-You´ve worked,studied and supported yourself alone and that is just such a small part of all that you are.I was ass kissed by my parents when I was your age,I had everything.You had nothing and build everything around you.
And lived so many,I tremble of fear at the idea of how you and others lived.
My life was rather beautiful and stable and quite calm.
I just enjoyed to study,and I´ve done it,I´ve traveled,I had a mortocycle I´ve played chess and sports.My life was fulfilled but I haven´t seen or sensed not even 2%of what you´ve had at your age.
-You haven´t missed out anything.Trust me.
-But I had! I had S. can´t you see,I lacked truth! I lacked the vivid sesation of real life,I´ve lacked passion and determination to become more,I was merely smart and attractive so everything became easy,I was talented had support so bulding up all that I have was just common sense.Of course I could have thrown it all away but i chose to be smarter than that.
-Truth? You call brutal reality truth?
-I call it living and when I look in your eyes my blood freezes because I can see a person that could crush me in each moment simply because she crushed before everything that means weakness and I am weak..I am merely a man.A simple one..
-You´re a complex simplicity
-One that watched you grow from an amazing young,strong,hard working,dominant sadistic girl into a beautiful annoyingly powerful woman.
And I was honored to be always right there near you..in the shadow watching and feeling so damn proud that it brought me to tears many times.
I was honored to have your attention..
The attention of someone that shouldn´´t waste hers on anyone,because no one is truely worthy of it,not even me